Existential fear

 

Existential fear

There is nothingness everywhere. For infinitive years he was not there in any part of this universe. Don’t know why. Don’t know how. He came into being. Why I was not there for this infinitive years. Why I came into being now. He knew there is infinite importance for his life.

After my deaths I will not be there for infinite years. After that will I again come into existence? Don’t know. In brief I exist. That is a truth that cannot be ignored.

There are no other qualities for brain other than that we know through our brain. If it is like that if brain is making mind then the qualities in brain even though it exists outside must be making itself. Some philosophers consider Physical force and space to be the creator of consciousness. If we know physical force through our mind that force which we know through our mind when somebody pushes us is making our mind. If we do not know physical force through our mind some unknown thing is making our mind. In brief we don't know correctly what inside brain is making our mind. That will not happen in any case. Because what we consider as the creator of consciousness even if it may exist outside is the constituent of consciousness.

 What ever we don’t know scientists will tell that it is energy. Energy means work. in human beings language work has only one meaning. Movement in space time.  Above told entities are not enough to explain how the consciousness is made. That is why scientists consider consciousness as a mystery and tells that it can’t be explained

there is no answer for the question, what will happen after death. Sometimes it may be asleep for infinitive time. A sleep without awakening afterwards. The question is that why one will not awaken. How can one sleep for infinitive time. Infinity itself is a question. How something which exists will become nonexistent. Why something which is happening on my own brain might not again happen in another planet. Man is always in doubt because there exist several possibilities for him. There is Possibility that he may or might not exist. For infinitive years i may or might not exist. After infinitive i will surely exist. It is told that two parallel line will meet on infinity.

it is not a big deal that time is moving. it is not a big deal if time is moving from past to present. Experience is changing its color otherwise nothing is happening.  More important than existing is I know. I know that i exist. Is it true?

Two things are important. First one is I knows. Other thing is I exist. Do I really exist? Or is it like I only know that I exist. I know because I exist. Even if I didn’t exist there is no use. I exist. Whatever i was before my birth That will  I be after death.